Today was maddening at work because most of the employees left near the 1pm early holiday close. My account lingered in indecision until after 5pm and I became increasingly frustrated not only with the account, but with my life regarding relationships and the seemingly never-ending thoughts that seep into my head when I have enough free time to think. Which was definitely today.
When I was finally able to go home – after my project manager asked about my weekend plans – I blurted out a brief statement of how I’m tired of thinking about exes.
“You need a break,” she said, without even knowing my plan of singledom. Then added, “cause you have no idea how to date.”
I groaned. I also wanted to cry because I felt like she was right. I’m Dating Challenged. But I do know one thing: other than this blog I don’t want to think about it uncontrollably all day anymore. And I can’t sit around wondering what I’m going to do with myself now that I’m 100% cleared for selfish, singledom activities. I need to make a list. I need to reexamine my life and see what I’ve let slip away and bring it back to the forefront of my To-Do list.